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  The Cowboy Says I Do

  A Montana Rodeo Brides Romance

  Sinclair Jayne

  The Cowboy Says I Do

  Copyright © 2021 Sinclair Jayne

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  The Tule Publishing, Inc.

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  First Publication by Tule Publishing 2021

  Cover design by Lynn Andreozzi

  No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles and reviews.

  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, organizations, or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

  ISBN: 978-1-954894-12-9

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  Dedication

  I want to thank Tule—Jane, Meghan, Nikki and Cyndi—for green lighting the series. It started as a what if challenge on a phone conversation with Jane Porter, fierce and fearless Tule leader and so much more. Jane has been a friend for many years. She always listens and encourages and forces me to dig deeper and reach higher. The series evolved on the Oregon Coast on a writing retreat with my friend, Rusty Keller, in mid-March 2020 just as the world was prepping to shut down. Thank you Rusty for listening, asking questions, and reading my proposal drafts. A huge thank you to my editor Julie Sturgeon. It was not my intention, but she really had to work hard on this project as the three stories happen concurrently and the premise had a tendency to run away from me at times. Julie never seemed frustrated, but I imagined hearing an eye roll or two even across the Continental Divide.

  Hope you enjoy,

  Sinclair Jayne

  Table of Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Dedication

  Author’s Note

  Prologue

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

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  About the Author

  Dear Readers,

  I love writing cowboy stories. So iconic. So fun. The men have their own rules, ooze confidence and action is their language. So, I can’t help wanting to mess with their heads just a little bit—stir them up, throw them off their game. This vision and desire—to throw something new into the cowboy mix started at my niece’s wedding three years ago. My husband of twenty plus years is originally from India, and my talented sister-in-law knows how to throw a gorgeous, slap down party so when her only daughter got married, it was three days of food, family, friends and celebrating. We took over a hotel in Charlotte, and the wedding was flawlessly fun and elegant to the point that I felt like I’d walked into a reality show.

  The prologue in The Cowboy Says I Do, is what sparked my idea of the Montana Rodeo Brides series. At my niece’s wedding, all the women, swimming in vibrant color burst out of the hotel lobby to meet the groom—on a horse—with his entourage surrounding him. Bhangra music blared from the back of a truck leading the way down the street and into the hotel parking lot. We began dancing and laughing and everyone talking at once. My teen daughter was wearing a beautiful saffron salwar kameez that my friend, Mary Krummel had sewn for her from fabric I’d ordered online. We were spinning around looking at how the sun shone through the different fabrics of the scarves and skirts—saffron, magenta, teal, and I wanted to capture the visual beauty and movement along with the sense of beginning and an ending of sorts. Hope, love and adventure imbued that day. But I still felt a pang of loss of the little girl I’d watched grow up into a beautiful, accomplished and confident woman waiting to start her new life in a new home.

  As our world started shutting down and my college-age son had to come home and my daughter’s high school senior year was cut brutally short in March 2020, I missed our family in North Carolina more and more as we could no longer visit. I started brainstorming a new series to write. I’d wanted to include a piece of my husband’s and children’s heritage. Even though I couldn’t visit my family, I could have them with me in a story. My first East Indian-American heroine was born. And then I gave her a cowboy to love.

  Prologue

  With the bhangra music blaring from the back of the bright red Ford F-150 truck that was starting to lead the procession of men on a slow wind through the Denver hotel’s parking lot, Ashni Singh made a final adjustment on her cousin Reeva’s bloodred sari.

  “Sure you want to go through with this?” she teased, barely keeping her voice grave, even after her years of performing in high school and college musicals.

  “You have a better idea?” Reeva played along like she always had.

  “There’s this new rooftop bar that just opened up on California Street. They have a specialty cocktail with the word orgasm in it.”

  “Shshshsh” Reeva bit off a shocked giggle and hip-checked her. They both smiled at the collection of aunties pressing their noses against the double glass doors waiting for their cue to spill out to greet the approaching groom, groomsmen and men attending the afternoon wedding. Reeva’s mom was reminding everyone about what to do, as if they hadn’t all done this dozens of times before for different brides and different grooms.

  But now it was Reeva’s turn, and Ash wanted the day to be perfect.

  “The aunties are definitely misbehaving.” Ashni flipped her scarf gracefully back over her shoulder. “They were rating John’s friends, especially Caleb.”

  “He is ratable.” Reeva looked at her, a bit more calculation in her expression. “With the kilt, his muscular calves are totally on display, and he’s very single.”

  “I’m not.” Ashni felt her mood dip despite her determination to ignore the expected but hurtful barrage of questions lobbed her way the past couple of weeks. The main one—when was she going to get married? She’d just turned twenty-nine, and the reminders that she was “nearing the end of her shelf life,” had been anything but subtle.

  “You are tonight.” Reeva winked. “Walk on the wild side, flirt a little, dance, maybe sneak a kiss. You’ve never even kissed any other guy except Beckett.”

  Whereas Reeva had happily dated in high school and college and after, sharing many of her adventures over coffee or cocktails or FaceTime, Ashni had left Denver to work in the marketing department for the pro rodeo tour to be closer to her long-time boyfriend and one of the tour’s stars. Then Reeva had met John on a dating app, five months after finishing dental school and getting a job in a thriving downtown practice. She’d called Ashni in the middle of the night after her first date with John. She’d met the one. Six months later they were marrying.

  And Ashni, who’d fallen in love with Beckett Ballantyne in high school, was still unmarried.

  “I don’t tell if you kiss.” As Reeva turned the words of the familiar phrase around, her beautiful dark eyes heavily lined
with black eyeliner and dusted with gold, shone with happiness and mischief.

  “Just as your secrets are safe with me.” Ashni pulled Reeva into a hard hug.

  This was it. Her best friend and cousin was getting married. Her life would be with John now. Her happiness and sorrows would first be shared with him. Ashni felt as if something inside of her ripped wide open, and a cold wind blew through.

  “I’m so happy for you.” She meant it to the marrow of her bones.

  “Before this time next year, you’ll be married too. I know it,” Reeva hugged her back. “And we’ll both be knocked up and the aunties will complain that we’re gaining too much weight even as they shove food at us and remind us that we need to eat for two.”

  A wave of dread swept over Ashni so fast she feared she’d drop to her knees and pull Reeva down with her. This was Reeva’s weekend. Her wedding. Her moment. And Ashni would never let the hurt that had been building since last Christmas interfere with a molecule of her cousin’s happiness.

  She could hear the song “Dholna” kick on as the truck made the first turn in the parking lot—a large group of men dancing behind and John festively regal in a sherwani and a turban, riding on a decorated horse, surrounded by his male friends and family in suits—Caleb, always original in a kilt—all dancing.

  Ashni dropped a kiss on Reeva’s sleek head—her beautiful blue-black hair was twisted elaborately into a low updo threaded with pearls and gold.

  “No turning back now.”

  “Don’t want to,” Reeva said, her eyes shining more beautifully than diamonds.

  “Let’s dance,” Ashni sang out in her best David Bowie impersonation. She linked arms with Reeva and pulled her into the center of the vibrantly colorful women—family and friends—as they spilled out into the beautiful, sun-drenched Denver afternoon.

  As Ashni spun in a circle, she easily incorporated a few of the popular moves in the newer Bollywood movies into some of the traditional dances she and so many of her cousins had studied growing up in their Shastriya Devesh weekend dance school. She twirled and sang and reached her arms up gracefully—her fingers, dance moves, and facial expressions told the story of love. She watched the flare of the saffron skirt of her lehenga as she danced to celebrate Reeva and love and Reeva and John’s sparkling future.

  And she hated that even surrounded by so much joy and family and friends, she’d never felt more alone.

  Chapter One

  “There you are, cowboy,” his cousin Bodhi Ballantyne greeted him at the large sponsor tent where Beckett Ballantyne had been signing autographs and posing for pictures before the Panhandle Rodeo finals started. A few carnival-style games had been set up outside the tent along with a roping demonstration.

  Beck waved at the family he’d been posing with and checked his watch. He’d stayed fifteen minutes past his volunteer slot, and since another couple of rodeo cowboys had arrived, he thanked the coordination volunteers and stepped over the low white picket fence with fake floral arrangements and hay bales that had been set up for the family photos with the cowboy of their choice.

  “I raised nearly twenty-five hundred dollars for the children’s hospital in Boise,” Beck said happily.

  “I raised nearly three thousand yesterday.” Bodhi didn’t miss a beat. He never did.

  “Seriously?” Beck’s disappointment stabbed deep even as his competitive spirit flared. “My line was the longest they had today, and the volunteers asked if I could come back after my final events.”

  “Won’t nobody be there…” Bodhi’s amused glance raked over him as they exited the tent “…seeing as everyone with a pulse will be watching me ride Victory to a truly devastating first place in the bull-riding finals. That one hundred percenter rank bull is gonna lose.”

  “Bowen won’t let you squeak out another win over him that quick.” Beck laughed. “He drew Head Banger, who’s scored more performance points than Victory on his last four rides.”

  “Exactly. You boys done discussing my superiority and ready to redeem yourselves?” Bowen Ballantyne, his cousin who was older by almost three years that had felt like a decade when Beck had been a kid trying to keep up, sauntered over, carnival game tickets dangling from his fingers. “Who’s willing to accept the challenge?”

  Bodhi snatched the tickets. Beck immediately swiped them away.

  “Ever heard of sharing?” Bowen produced another wad of tickets that he tossed at Bodhi and kept another bunch for himself.

  “What’s the prize?” Beck and Bodhi asked at the same time.

  “Pride, not prize. Half the proceeds from the carnival today go to the children’s hospital.” Bowen picked up a basketball and, still facing them, shot it backward over his shoulder, and even though the rim was angled to make it nearly impossible to drain a shot, the ball swooshed through the net.

  “In or out?” Bowen challenged, his grayish-blue eyes narrowed even as his dark brows arched in a look that was so familiar Beck’s heart rate kicked up and his spirit soared. His oldest cousin had often laid down challenges for him and Bodhi. And the familiarity—being together, egging each other on—felt so right, when the past couple of months had felt so off for him.

  Of course it was game on—basketball shots, darts at balloons, Skee-Ball. Between the three of them, they amassed quite a collection of colorful, fuzzy creatures that they handed out to young children arriving with their parents to try their luck before the rodeo finals.

  They also drew more than their share of female attention—something Bodhi often took advantage of. But Beck, who’d had the same girl since high school who now worked on the pro rodeo staff even after receiving her MS in public health four years ago, had never once considered taking advantage of what Ashni had declared to be “one of his many superpowers—being way too easy on the eyes.”

  He’d never even kissed another girl and had only once speculated about it a couple of months ago with his cousins in a bar one night after he’d bombed in the finals that evening and had been feeling particularly out of sorts.

  He’d be lying if he hadn’t thought about it a few more times since, especially as he and Ash seemed out of sync. It was messing with his head and his performance. His wins and money were down, and the joy was gone. Riding and roping and bulldogging felt like a job he had to slog through instead of an adventure.

  Ash always brought the light and magic, and lately he’d felt alone. Her taking two weeks for her cousin’s wedding couldn’t have come at a worse time for him, and he knew absolutely he was being unfair. He understood family and commitments. But he missed her and felt unsettled without her and watching Bodhi chat and flirt with various women including a busty blonde whom he handed a large blue bear to and autographed the bear’s white tummy, felt somehow dangerous. Beck had been privy to Bodhi’s sexy charm offensive since high school—watching him flirt women out of their panties and most everything else as effortlessly as he’d order a beer at a honky-tonk.

  He knew he didn’t want that. Even as he wondered what it would be like to let the flirt unspool just a little, the idea made him feel dirty.

  He had to get his head on straight before his events. Beck handed off his last fuzzy win to a child when a prize at another booth caught his eye.

  “You don’t see that every day.” Bodhi laughed at the large plush horse rearing up, a paintbrush in its mouth and a rainbow of colors on a palette sewn onto one hoof. A red beret perched jauntily on its head.

  “I want to win it for Ashni,” Beck declared. Ash had studied studio art along with epidemiology in college. When he and his cousins retired from the tour and moved to their granddad’s Montana ranch, he’d build her an art studio.

  “It’s huge,” Bowen said, Mister Practical. “It will take up the back seat of your truck.”

  “I’m going to win it.”

  If he won the quirky-looking artist horse, maybe he wouldn’t feel so guilty. And Ashni would know that even when she was back home in Denver participating in
her cousin’s elaborate three-day wedding, he’d been thinking of her. She’d also know that he still thought of her as the artist—the singer, studio artist, and science nerd—he’d first fallen in love with.

  She was due back this afternoon. Maybe instead of heading straight to the ranch, they’d have a quiet dinner—just them. And a hotel. His blood and hope surged.

  “Bet she kicks you out of bed in favor of the plush.” Bodhi grinned. “Let’s do it. I’ll help.”

  Bodhi strode up to the booth. Ping-pong balls had to be tossed into small glass bowls with narrow lips and a goldfish swimming inside.

  “I don’t need help.” Beck strode after him.

  “You both need your heads examined.” Bowen followed them. “You’re going to end up with an aquarium of goldfish—not exactly conducive to a life on the road. Buy her a damn ring already. Be practical. You need the space.”

  “Yeah. That’s why he should ball and chain it—a ring will save space in his truck.” Bodhi snorted.

  Beck’s chest seized.

  A ring. A diamond. Forever. He wanted forever with Ash. But not yet. He wasn’t ready. He still had a lot to prove. Money to earn. And he wasn’t leaving his cousins on the tour without him. They’d always had each other’s backs. Always. And then there was his mother’s marriage examples he couldn’t quite shake off.

  “Plenty of time for a ring,” Beck said with more ease than he felt. “When we retire. All of us.” He looked at his cousins to ensure that they knew he was keeping the promise they’d made so long ago. Then he handed over the rest of his tickets and stepped to the line.

  It took Bodhi’s help to win the grand prize, and he’d no more than headed out of the games area flanked by his cousins so he could go prepare for his three events in the finals—steer wrestling, calf roping and saddle bronc riding—when he saw a young girl clutching a box of crayons and the pro rodeo tour coloring book staring at him, her mouth wide open.